this time,i swallowed hard and i guess i am ok now.
perhaps due to the hurting from him tat time,this hurting doesn't seemed to have tat big effect on me although it still feel like e needles poking thru.
or is it i am a stronger ger now?
ok.i still did tried to fight against the odd.
seriously,i think not much gers will do e same thing as me if situation like tat falls on them.most likely they will ignore it since the start...
but tat is wad i can do,the most i can do for myself and him.
i still give a last try in the end but it doesn't have any effect.
ok.i took out the necklace already and it do feel abit bared at the neck area.i can't wait till i have no feeling for him den i start to take out the necklace.
is the spoilt necklace tat is with him trying to hint us tat the r/s won't have a gd ending?it spolit suddenly.
i do admit i have tat fear in r/s now.
but i am still a ger tat loves to be loved.
inouenaoko signed off @ 2:16 AM